October 23, 2001
12:30am

I hate my computer. I really and truly do. I had my blog halfway written (and beautifully, I might add) when the dreaded "illegal operation" caution sign popped up. That thing is the bane of my existence. It wiped out everything, and I don't feel like wrtiting it all again. Here's the abbreviated version.

The visit to my grandmother's went well. She looked very good considering all that she's been through. As I watched her sitting on the piano bench with her legs swinging in the air (my grandmother is a short woman), she looked just as I've always remembered her. It was great.

I had a full on panic attack today. It always amazes me how my panic attacks don't involve some big disaster, but an accumulation of little things. Stupid things, really. It's annoying how such things can interfere with your life.

On Wednesday my drawing class is going to the movies. We're going to see Mulholland Drive. Apparently, this has something to do with our drawing projects, though I don't know what. I'm not complaining, though. I get to see a movie!